I can’t explain it, this weird feeling. It’s as if everything is falling apart
and I’m left running after the broken pieces. Trying to forcefully shove them all together as quickly as I
can. I don’t want to feel this way
but I can’t help it. My life is
falling apart one broken piece after another. I don’t feel whole anymore. My life isn’t bright the way it used to be. I feel dark and miserable inside. I’m just looking for an out. Looking for that little piece of hope
that I can grasp onto and ride out until I am in the light again. But looking for that hope in this ocean
of darkness is impossible. I can’t
see the light anymore. There is a
hole in me that I can’t seem to fill.
I just want to be me again, but that seems so far away and unattainable.
